Unsaid, Undone still all Finished !!

My thoughts are my foes.
My fear is mounting and enveloping me all.
I cannot lose him either.
But have wraith at every stall.
 
I always complaint about him
He never rings and never call…
Sometimes I felt, he had no heart at all.
 
But now I know its not him but me.
Who is at a fault!!
I grind my teeth; I toil for death.
But God doesn’t take me at all !!

LOVE

Love was when I saw in your eyes
the shine, the gliter the spice

Love was when I felt you,
your heartbeat, your smile, your touch

Love is when I miss you,
your presence, your face, your voice

Love is all about,
You, you and you my LOVE!!!

Offing

And yet another day,
I stood to watch the dawn,
the stars up on the sky,
and bed beneath the sea.

And yet another day,
I felt in midst of the earth,
The silent dark night,
The wonder works of life.

And yet another day,
My heart filled with pride,
The beauty of the soul,
Not words could justify.

And yet another day,
I hear the sound of waves,
The lining in the sky,
The Offing for the sight…!!!

Far away but near

Far far you walk from me
Far far you stay from me

Why why my darling
Why why my darling

Far far our ways were once
But now it is one

Why you don’t understand
Why you don’t understand

Stars

Twinkle little stars
Shines up in the sky

Why my darling
You always feel shy?

Why not the earth
Makes you realize

I am waiting for you
Like a seed in the soil.

Heart’s desire

When I see your sweet smile
My heart swings
My life starts and ends

When I feel your touch
My heart sings
The melody that I am thine

When I feel your lips
My blossoms rise
It sprinkles and remembers your
Lovely sight

When I see your eyes
My soul shines
I am yours and only you’re thine.

A little this and a little that

Just got on to write something. Honestly do not know exactly whats going on in my mind. Just that mind isn't settled with any single thought.

Mind says yes its right
Heart say a simple no no
Mind says yes go on
Heart says no no it is wrong..!!

Where do I go
What do I do
Everything is a mistery
Somethings are pure and true

Heart says so what if its not,
Mind says yes yes I want all.
Being demanding and explict,
Is it a crime
Wandering every bit of it

Small little wonders
Small little thing
All I can do is,
GET UP AND SING
DANCE AND GO ROUND, ROUND AROUND THE WORLD.

Feeling chained up
Feeling left loose
Feeling overwhelmed
With small tiny dews

Mind says yes this is it
Hearts says its long way to go.

I know I am very jumbled and stumbling in what I am pening it down.
Apologies !!

Take away my breath

Your smile takes away my breath
Brings you closer to me step by step
Although never u said but I heard
Your gestures your demeanour I love
you are winning my heart like a gambling game
Your love is spreading over me like gangrene
I love this dreadful spread
Please envelop please embrace!!

The tall building

No matter rain or winter or harvest
This building doesn’t crave for any rest
It gets wet; it faces sun burn but still stands straight

Colorful clothes hanging, trees even bending
Window planks are black, transparent and even sheltering
Beautiful interior, still no filter,
Accepts all and rejects non
This tall building doesn’t have fun.

It Shelters like a mother’s love
Protects like father’s care

I live on the 13th floor,
It shows me the view; it hides all my tears,
It helps me to overcome the volcano’s fear.
I love this tall building, I wish I was it
With no emotions and with full dedication!!

Never thought of a time without you

I never thought of a time when you wouldnt be with me
I never thought of a time alone.

It pains and pricks and create bruises
It even hurt my soul
I never thought of a time for seperation
I thought of a time of togetherness
I long to seek your toes

Why life is all about emotions
Why life is all about creation

I never thought of a time without you
I cherish every course..

No time without you will I ever live.
All my thoughts all my life.........is yours

So what I still do

You come and go and say none
So what the clouds doesn’t go?
So what God doesn’t bestow
So what our eyes pour out; the precious pearl below?

So what the dawn does not come?
So what grey line appear
So what heart cries out loud?
So what there is a silent shout?

I will be happy always
Even it doesn’t sound?
I will love always
Even if I am betrayed
I will keep hopes high
Without considering the deeds that was sly

So what…………..

Emotional thirst

Feelings tilted towards sharp emotions, I wonder if it is worth

The blanket wrapped upon me, with wraith in every words

I snare at every passer-by,

To quench my thirst this feeling does,

But all in vain in vicinity, I wonder will ever it work!!

Ur-Elopes

In my mind’s eye

I see you

In my mind’s eye

I see our future view

 

In bate I bare my heart

But all I have is "You"

To be, or not to be

It is all depended on "You"

 

I wear my heart; I wear a smile

To thine own self be true.

 

Truly madly and deeply in love

In love with only "You"

True Love

Was reading my old emails and came across this poem that I had sent to my love...........may be you would like it.............


True love is a sacred flame
That burns eternally,
And none can dim its special glow
Or change its destiny.
True love speaks in tender tones
And hears with gentle ear,
True love gives with open heart
And true love conquers fear.
True love makes no harsh demands
It neither rules nor binds,
And true love holds with gentle hands
The hearts that it entwines.

Sullen Life

What a life which is full of tears
What a life with songs so weird
What a life with hull and heek
What a life with slums and sleek

Sometimes its about the boughs
Sometimes its all chaos
Sometimes a lot of love
Sometimes all abhor

It is a Sullen Life..

It pains and prick at heart
Gives lots of affliction
This Sullen life
Is all about fiction

Circumstances may change
But not the consequence
This is what a sullen life
Which is based on pre-possession

All I ask and forseek
Is for a resolution
To all the fake possiblities
And all the preposition.

A SULLEN LIFE..........

Rain O my love, please come before you leave

I wish the sky come down
I wish for a hearty laughing sound
I wish for the sun up high
To calm down, to calm down..

Like an army on the border
Who fight for no cause
And loose or win the fight
With self-less intentions at heart.

I wish for the thunder
To come and play the sound
And give us the aspiration;
teaching us how to keep the life bounce.


Please come o ye my love
The world is awaiting for you
Come down now and shower
On every creature which are now few...

Come down O love of the earth
We are all waiting for you
Like every year you shower love
Come shower again few

The time is nearing for you to go
And you did not even show
Your charmastic smile and blessings
Which God had bestowed

The time is nearing for you to go
Now atleast come and show
We are waiting for you
Like a plant in a seed
For us to flourish by your touch

We need you desperately
Everytime you do this to us
This time please come o ye
We are waiting for you..!!!

What a Birthday gift..

Long awaited misery
Long awaited tragedy
Like an angle
Which has a history...
It ended and bended
And took all the sides and degree's
And finally lasted in an angle which has no history
The line in it is lost
The moisture and the thirst
Like a hope that is lost
With his horifying tragedy
Wanted him to stand with me
Never did I receive
It ended with a birthday gift
That never did I expect
Never, did I expect
Such a miserable ending
I got,
What a Birthday gift..
Never ever will I forget
Never ever will I commit this mistake
Never ever will I ever trust
For ending with such a birthday gift..

3 days to go.......

Well well well, just 3 days remaining for my 27th year to finish and I would be heading to my new year and I consider it to be a new life.....

A new day is arriving
With a new life
Have a lot in store
For me to cherish and try

A new day with a new beginning
A beginning with fun and game
With lots to share
With lots to gain

Ending 27th year with tears rolling down
No real achievement with no stories so sound
But expecting my years to come
With energy and love

I welcome my 28th year with a WARM DELIGHT..!!!!

I will be there for you - part 2

Like how the story bend and then mend
Our life is all about this beautiful trend...

I will be there in your dreams
fulfiling your wishes
I will be there with my arms
for you to be held

I will be there in your life
like a brickwall strong tall
I will be there in your aspirations
Be there to make you strong

I will be there for you to feel proud
I will be there from dawn till the day falls out

I will be everywhere
for you to find
Though it be a heaven or be the earthly divine

I will be there for you to sing loud

Call me from your heart
For you to find
I will be there for you, if you don't mind...

Expectations

I have a small expectation from life
that my love should be with me
at every sight

I have a small expectation from my life
that I see him cheerful
all the while

I have a small expectation from my life
that I fulfill all his desires
every time

But,
this expectations are never fulfilled
never call I be his world indeed

never could I gain his trust my life
never can I be his only choice

He roams around places
and he meets different people
every second time
he makes me feeble

In any case
I want him content
And so therefore
I take all his tactics

I want him happy
Because he is so special
But never ever happened
that he understood
and made me stable !