Testimony - Witnessed God's healing

Friends here I am not to mention about my love, or myself or anybody else BUT God.
My mother was always behind me to attain this night vigil which is organized every 1st Saturday of the month
at Vasai East in Bodai Pada in an Ashram; the night vigil and the retreats are organized by Jesus touch me ministry.

Here I am to give you my testimony about how God touched me and healed my leg in just few hours of time which was fractured and was troubling me past almost more than 2 1/2 months.
I had twisted my ankle and got fractured on 17th Feb 2012 till yesterday.

When I had left house at around 9:45 pm I was feeling sleepy but there was only one voice that I could hear from my conscious was 'Gracy get up and go and seek Jesus'.

Linet aunty along with her husband,me and mumma went for it.

As soon as I stepped in that ashram I started becoming fine, the movement of my leg increased, I could feel life in it.During the first adoration prayer when we were asked to kneel down, I had the fear that I cannot or rather couldn't ,but then suddenly just felt in my conscious that yes I can do it and without thinking much I went onto my knees.

That was the first miracle that I witnessed. Slowly and steadily I could find my self walking, later dancing and later jumping.
I couldn't believe that the leg  rather the right ankle that I couldn't move for more than 2 1/2 months, now as the grace of God started falling upon me, there was more and more movement of my feet.

At the end of the prayer service, I could actually fold my legs crossed and sit on the floor, and could walk erect without limping.

I want to thank God the most high for bestowing his powers upon me everytime I needed it, he is my only friend whom I can trust so much.

Couldn't stop myself in writing this. Just back from the prayers and so with the first thing that I start my day with is testifying his Glory, his grace and his love for me his daughter, his friend!!!

PRAISE THE LORD !! ALLELUIA !!!

Expectations

I have a small expectation from life
that my love should be with me
at every sight

I have a small expectation from my life
that I see him cheerful
all the while

I have a small expectation from my life
that I fulfill all his desires
every time

But,
this expectations are never fulfilled
never call I be his world indeed

never could I gain his trust my life
never can I be his only choice

He roams around places
and he meets different people
every second time
he makes me feeble

In any case
I want him content
And so therefore
I take all his tactics

I want him happy
Because he is so special
But never ever happened
that he understood
and made me stable !

BETRAYED AGAIN !!!

Very little I knew about love
When I first met him
things changed, circumstances took a turn
and he became the only one..


3 precious years we spent together
Fighting the world 
for us to be whole and one soul...




But,
It happened to be a crystal
Where he treats me like a girl with life pastoral
And manages to hook up with every other masteral


Now,
I caught him red handed
And he defended like a boisterous
I took him with open hands
He repeated the same old gland


But this time this wouldn't work
As I understand his entire stand...


Alas,
HE BETRAYED ME AGAIN !!!!!!

Missing you

When I say I miss you;

You do not believe

When I say I need you;

You say I should leave

When I say I love you

You say something else

But how do I show you

How my heart bleeds when you aren’t there!!

Need you at every step that I take

Without you I am pale,

My mind does not get a bale

All I ask of you

Is to be with me my love

I need you to confide

I need you to believe

That I can never play

With your dignity and your fame.

Missing you at every breath that I take

My eyes could see,

Is only your face.

My ears can hear only your sound

My lips utter only your words

Even if I die,

My heart shall beat

And it will call name only yours.

Missing you in this sunshine my love

I remember how you had embraced me

Under this sun

Missing you at every evenings I be alone

Remembering what we spoke two words of love

Missing you at morning I wake up

My hand reaches the phone

To listen to your caller tone.

Missing you from dusk till dawn

Remembering how we had spent time

When we were alone.

I miss you at every juncture of life

Please come soon my love my life.

Resignation doesn’t mean an end to the relation

Today was my last day at Orange Business Services and completed precisely 14months and 18days in this organization. But the camaraderie that I shared in this organization with most of them reminded me of the days at DHL Express where we had spent our time like a family.

The stint here at Orange also made me feel the same. It was as if with another family with the same touch. Will be joining a new family from Monday, don’t know how things would be there, how people around would be there, don’t know how long will I be staying in that place, but yes mentally prepared to take up the new assignment which the universe has set for me.

In Orange again I had felt as if I was an infant, with everyone being so nice and polite same as DHL or rather Aramex my first job.

I was like an infant when I had joined Aramex in this big world of corporate where so many master minds are around, climbed the ladders, but at Orange the feeling was back to the times of my adolescence as my first job.

Thank you Orange for all the love and care, if life permit will meet you again!!!   

I am lost

I am lost

Who is my savior?

I am a sheep

Who is my shepherd?

The road I take lead to no where

There is a dead end,

No roads that bend.

I am a bird

Where is my nest?

I am a passer-by

Where is my sheld?

The air that I breath

Has no oxygen

There is no hope

It seems immpossible.

I am lost

I am lonely

I want to live

With my love, my hubby !

I am lost

I cannot  see him

I am lost

Why is he is simmering?

He is my life

My purpose

My destiny

He isn’t with me

This is what is killing..!!

Life is so unpredictable

There was a time when I could have told that someone whatever used to come in my heart and cross my mind instantly without any hesitation. Now the time is changed, the situation is changed, now I need to ask God, whether he would reply to my emails, or rather when would he reply to my emails.

It’s a strange part in my life, that the one, my King of the universe is with me, but aren’t with me. There is something which is eating my mind, what is that? Why is this troubling me so much? Why is this thought hovering and creating a cloud of thoughts in my mind?

Why am I so anxious? Why am I feeling that someone is pulling my King away from our universe? Why are things not the same as before? Why and how did the table turn around?

No answers, absoutely no answers, no signal with no connection to the world I am getting.

Why are these thoughts troubling me so much? Why are things aren’t falling the way it should have been now? Why am I feeling myself to be winner but a looser ?

I am just praying to God to relieve me from this pain and give me salvation in his name !!

I QUIT - RESIGNATION LETTER TO THE WORLD

Hi World,

Hope all things in you are the same. But very soon you will lose on someone, it’s me.

I don’t wish to be in you any more, I do not wish to be called a part of you; for all the time that I lived in you, you gave me very little happiness and a lot of sadness. If you gave me food to eat, then at the same time you did not give me shelter. And when you gave me shelter you took away my food from my mouth.

I am not here to critize you for anything, for all that is made in you is just random, I feel that you do not plan yourself properly whom to give what in their life and at what time.

I am so very disappointment with you, that I do not wish to live in you ever. Please answer me world, why did you not give me love in my life when I needed? And when you gave me why did you not introduced at the right time? And if you feel that all your planning was perfect, then let me tell you, you are WRONG; And if your plans were like these, then why such twists and turns in life.

I know you do not have any answer neither do I have any more questions to ask, because for all the questions that I ask you, I know your clear answer; which will again be a SILENT.

All I want to say is I QUIT this place in you the world………………..

Yours truly

Gracy (Priya)

A word out of mouth

It sprouted It came

Under the purple heaven

Reddish and brown

Is the crown

Small wonders;

Small game;

But it holds a lot of

Truth and tragedy,

Love and forgiveness

It is all about

Just a word out of mouth!!

Unknown Faces of Life !!

When life turns around

It gives a shock

Something you expect

Sometimes you become scout

This little I know

About the face of life

Whatever is to happen;

It just sprouts

This little I know

About the face of life

When you expect the least

It becomes loud

This little I know

About the face of life

You can never hate someone

Whom you loved

This little I know

About the face of life

It gives little

And takes back a lot

Only this little I know

About the face of life

Rest all actions are strange

Rest all are UNKNOWN FACES of life !!

The Dark Night

The dark night does not pass
The dark night it last;
Why this Sun is so pale;
Why can't it give me a bale ?
Why can't I be happy again
Why it is all PAIN?

Why the light of my life is away
Why does it not understand,
If it isn't there,
I will fail !

Caught and entangled in life's circle
Someone is here
And other purple !

This dark night why it does not end;
My heart is broken and betrayed
My conscious is killing me every passing hour
O Lord please give me the power !!!