LOVE

Love was when I saw in your eyes
the shine, the gliter the spice

Love was when I felt you,
your heartbeat, your smile, your touch

Love is when I miss you,
your presence, your face, your voice

Love is all about,
You, you and you my LOVE!!!

#TheBlindList – A Blind date with the world.#SayYesToTheWorld

Oh! What is this? How did I come here? Where am I?
I pinched myself to check if I was dreaming, ouch!! its paining.
But I believe I slept last night in my bedroom then how I landed in this garden. Its aroma is so pleasant.

Wow!! This is such a beautiful place, the mountains look like tall brothers standing beside me, and the river flowing is smooth and clear as if mineral water. I cannot imagine, this place is like a heaven. The picturesque I can only define as some God’s Place.

I further went down the stream to check where I was; it was a flowing stream with trees on both the sides, colorful flowers, chirping birds, glazing breeze, and animals were roaming so freely, fearlessly as I could not find any human being other than me and I was nearly not visible to anyone.

Far from my sight I spotted a wooden boat, it wasn’t exactly like the boat that we see in today’s time. It was little diverse, it was made of bamboo sticks put together, with some dried leaves on the top of it, suddenly I noticed something beneath at the edge of the river, to my surprise it was some plastic bags, I was very curious to see what it was, and so I deep dived into the river and found tons of plastic bags on the bed of the river, there were a lot of fish in the water, but these plastics still exist.

I was somewhere in Kerala in India which seems to be like center of the land mass, I rowed the boat till quiet some distance, first I never realised which place I landed, but then I met few other men and women there who mentioned it was Antarctica once upon a time.

I was amazed to see a land I dreamt to visit once in my life, but still I couldn’t figure out how I landed in Antarctica. I only had a slight vision of talking to my colleague in office that I would want to visit Antarctica and probably settle there.
We all were clueless what had happened. As it was Antarctica, few scientists still existed, they were trying to identify the changes and the present world situation, all busy and involved in the project.
They managed to find the pictures from the satellite of the earth and we all were terrified to see the below image.
O God!! God of mercy, what have you done of this planet? I was thrilled to see that yes I am able to witness the world that I always wanted to be in, where all are one, no 7 different continent but one large continent Pangaea Proxima but it was very unfortunate that we carried all the plastic bags deposited in the bed of the sea, in spite of a different world plastic bags are carried forward from the previous world to this world.

Abruptly I heard someone calling me, Gracy!! Gracy!!! Wake up!!! I arose in slight sense, I tried opening shutter of my eyes, and found everyone gathered around me, crying, doctor checking my pulses and finally nodded his head towards my mom saying, “She is no more”.
Am I alive? Or already dead? Or into a different world!! Whatever it was, the experience was extremely pleasant.
I moved my fingers looking to which mom cried out loud, “Look she is moving her fingers, my daughter is alive, doctor please do something”, doctor immediately put oxygen mask on my mouth and ingested me some medicines!!!

What a terrific dream

I had witness a horrible death of a person some years ago.

I enter the house around 7:30 pm, found him hanging with a nylon string very stiff round his neck which is held high till the wooden log which separates the living room from the kitchen; his eyes drooping, his breath stopped,face pale, mouth opened where saliva dried while falling down his jaws, his heart pondering even slower than a snail crawling, with no movement , absolutely no movement at all.


I came closer to him, called him out, but no reaction what so ever. This astonished me as never in past had he been so quiet like now. I advanced towards him to check if he is fine and bullying me about this mockery or has he really hanged himself!

Several times in past he had threatened to hang till death but never did he actually do something like this ever before.

Later I touched him, he was breathless, his body almost turned cold and I was all alone in the room with him senseless, motionless and lifeless, I screamed out in pain and agony, I was stunned to see that he is dead, almost dead.



Had no idea if he is already dead or still can be saved, called up all whom I knew and as I was too young to travel along to the hospital and was left back in the house.

They rushed him to different hospitals but none admitted him and after an hour or so when finally one hospital entertained them, they declared him ‘DEAD ON ARRIVAL’.


This news came to me over the phone and it was as if Life from my body is separated, everything was upside down, this never happened ever in my life. The person who died ………………..................………………………………………….. Was none other than but my father.


With fear in my eyes, heart pondering extremely fast I got up screaming...Thank God it was just a dream !!

Bahubali

Got to watch Bahubali movie and guess what I watched it more than 5 times and there was a time I did watch part 1 and part 2 at the same time at a stretch.
Just fell in love with the concept of the movie, the actors and actresses and the best part of all is fell in love with Prabhas . He is awesome!! Believe awesome word doesn’t describe him completely.
He got the grace to attract people who watch him on the screen. Well, did watch his interview as well where he is speaking from the set, he speaks so subline and sensible.
To add to it, watched couple of his hindi dumb movies and found him very cute and handsome at the same time.
Alright to all who do not know. It’s the first time I am writing about an actor and praising so much, there have been my favorite actors in the past, but never felt like writing something for them.

Conception - Good or Bad?

What do you understand with the word conception?

We often relate conception to the conceiving a child in the womb! Right?

But here is another way to understand this word, we conceive a lot of negativity in our day to day life. Yes, you read it right, I meant it!! Conceiving negativity!! We are born positive in the image of God, but due to the present situation we conceive negativity, let it grow inside of us, and then once it is fully matured in us, we tend to deliver it and pass it on to another humble soul, who are positive and full of spirit.

Therefore wear your mask and help yourself in keeping away from any negativity around you and trust me, living a life without conception of negativity is serene.

Offing

And yet another day,
I stood to watch the dawn,
the stars up on the sky,
and bed beneath the sea.

And yet another day,
I felt in midst of the earth,
The silent dark night,
The wonder works of life.

And yet another day,
My heart filled with pride,
The beauty of the soul,
Not words could justify.

And yet another day,
I hear the sound of waves,
The lining in the sky,
The Offing for the sight…!!!

Far away but near

Far far you walk from me
Far far you stay from me

Why why my darling
Why why my darling

Far far our ways were once
But now it is one

Why you don’t understand
Why you don’t understand

Stars

Twinkle little stars
Shines up in the sky

Why my darling
You always feel shy?

Why not the earth
Makes you realize

I am waiting for you
Like a seed in the soil.

Heart’s desire

When I see your sweet smile
My heart swings
My life starts and ends

When I feel your touch
My heart sings
The melody that I am thine

When I feel your lips
My blossoms rise
It sprinkles and remembers your
Lovely sight

When I see your eyes
My soul shines
I am yours and only you’re thine.

Awesome day

Today had an awesome day, felt after ages opened up. My mind and my heart. Failed in going for confession. Had planned to go for confession today. Simple reason to decide this is because our lent season had already started and just wanted to lighten my burden. Well I woke up around 7am (because it is saturday and I wake up generally late) but then felt as if something held me back home and didnt permit me to go about making confession.

It was out of the usual that I fell asleep again and directly woke up by around 8:45am.The best part of my life was, as soon as I opened my eyes, my hubby and my son was both in front of me. Its the first time ever that I saw both their faces as soon as I rose up from my deep sleep.

Well, something in me is just breaking apart now-a-days. And the worst thing is I dont know what it is. Well, may be it is because I am moving from one phase of my life to another this year. For those who do not know; I am just married about 1.5 years back but at the same time also blessed with a baby boy in the same year. I am a mother now. Never believed and even felt that I would become one. Till 2014 I was thinking I wouldn't even get married but suddenly the table turned and my good fortune tied me up with my husband. When I talk about my husband, he is a gem. I have never seen such a man ever in my life before, he is a sweetheart. I sometimes feel I do not do justice to him. I need to work more hard towards my relationship with him.

Many a times I fail to understand him. I fail to understand his feelings, his thoughts and moreover fail to understand him. I feel somethings suffocated, I feel trapped. These are all my thoughts, because if you see in reality, I have no reasons to feel all these negative things, may be this is the reason the devil in me didnt allow me to go for confession in the morning.

I feel blessed having him as my husband,and I feel on the top of the world because of my son. My intuation says my son will turn out to be an holy perosn.

We went out for shopping,and then came home, sandwiches were made in the house for dinner, ate them and now about to sleep.

Overall had an awesome day.

A little this and a little that

Just got on to write something. Honestly do not know exactly whats going on in my mind. Just that mind isn't settled with any single thought.

Mind says yes its right
Heart say a simple no no
Mind says yes go on
Heart says no no it is wrong..!!

Where do I go
What do I do
Everything is a mistery
Somethings are pure and true

Heart says so what if its not,
Mind says yes yes I want all.
Being demanding and explict,
Is it a crime
Wandering every bit of it

Small little wonders
Small little thing
All I can do is,
GET UP AND SING
DANCE AND GO ROUND, ROUND AROUND THE WORLD.

Feeling chained up
Feeling left loose
Feeling overwhelmed
With small tiny dews

Mind says yes this is it
Hearts says its long way to go.

I know I am very jumbled and stumbling in what I am pening it down.
Apologies !!