First day in the new Organization..

First day in this organization seems to impulsive

Influenced by many things

Saw many new faces

Met many new people

But somewhere in the heart, expected the edictal..!!

Heart was heavy, eyes were with tears

Didn’t know what I wanted

Why I wanted to be out from here

Wanted to return to the old hug gear..!!

I knew I have to be here

And so have a fear for the farewell that had been there

Adjusting to the new environment

Is difficult for the confinement

But will for sure, place myself in the vestment.

On my way to discover the world..!!

Life is much more than what we expect. Well, I was never like this before. But circumstances change as we group up in life, my mother used to say this, but now i am experiencing it.

What we expect we do not get, what we get we never wanted, and what we lost, we are always hopeful to bring back the same. Confusing ?? But thats how our life goes on. Every single human-being wants to do something in life, but what ? We try doing things we wanted and the end result turns out to be something else.

I salute someone who changed my life, who taught me how to see people through his sight. Well, that person is non-other but the one I love, truly, deeply with all my heart and soul. He is the one who made me see the real world. He showed me different shades of humanbeing and different view point.

Now I have attempted to know the world, and trust that i will discover it someday ...........!!!

Its being a long time i SMILED....!!

Its being a long time i have smiled,
Its being a long time, i stood up and climbed !
Its being a long time i saw something good.....
Why does it happens, at our shoot...!!!


What is happening around, its difficult to relate..!
Everywhere there are problems, everyone is with disgrace.!
Dismay is overwhelming, evil is around.
Why do people, are not finding their ground. ??


Why there are anxiety ? Why there are false hope ??
Why there are human-beings, with so much loop holes...??
Why there is no trust ? Why there are betrayals ?
Why this world of happiness, has been so ruthless..???   


I fail to understand, the power of the universe
Why every entity are full of stress and rustiness ??


Why does it happens, why is around me..?
Is it that i expect, far beneath ?


My mind is wandering, lot of things but tongue is stammering 
Never was this before, hope never hereafter
Never will i want everyone around, with so much of little laughter.!
Hope i get the courage, the strength to bring Peace
Hope everything works for everyone to be at EASE...!!!

I, ME AND MYSELF

If I have been a butterfly,
I would have crossed the world so high !
Leaving back for me no shy,
Remembering everyone who was I...!!


By showing everyone my beautiful wings,
I would have taught them what is twice !
By showing everyone my devotion for flowers,
I would have taught them,
how to be a genuine lover !
By teaching everyone from my short term life,
How to be excited at every sight !!


Oops !! I am not a butterfly
          Neither I can cross the world so high !!


So,
    I will remain in the world itself,
    Watching for the hours to reveal,
    Showing me the peaceful shell, 
    For my ending Grave Bell !!

Long lasting thirst……

Once while I was walking along the way of life

I found myself thirsty,

 I looked around for water, but never seen thee…….

I stood and shouted if someone could hear me…

But no one could, as the road was lonely and I was alone too thirsty ……..

Walking, walking I reached a place where no one ever could reach…

I again looked around but no one could I see….

My thirst increased every passing minute,

But the fire still exists……..

I wanted to fulfill my thirst but no one I could see…..

I looked up on the sky above,

And cursed myself to be…..

I was wandering on a desert where, no one could I see……..

Later I reached a place in the centre of thee

Lots of water exists there, where hardly anyone could be……

I thanked the almighty above, and I asked him why this he did to me……

He said if I would have given you water than, how could you see this sea…..???

Dreams.....!!!

Yesterday when I slept

I saw you in my dream

You were by my side

Near a flowing stream………!!!

Stream was running smoothly,

Breeze was at a still,

Birds were singing sweetly,

When you were with me silly….!!!

We were roaming around the place..

And I was at your gaze,

The clouds were sheltering us,

To be at a normal pace….!!

Eventually the water started pouring..

Wrapped us in its fully,

Love was all about,

Without any doubt..!!

Suddenly,

Opened shutter of my eyes,

My dream told me goodbye,

I will never be thie,

As you wish me to lye……!!

I will be there for you……………

Long time back, there was a start,

Before you and I were way apart,

Far but close, into eachother’s heart,

That’s how the story starts….

I will be there in your thoughts,

Be there in your dreams,

Be there in your aspirations,

Be there in your streams,

Be there in the flowers for you to smell.

Be there in stories for you to tell,

Be there in the sun for you to feel,

Be there in your life like the fortune wheel.

Be there in the breeze if you don’t mind,

Be there anywhere for you to find.

Be there in everything that you love very much.

I will be there at night,

Be there at day,

Be there at dawn,

At dust not far away….

I will be everywhere,

Whenever you need,

Waiting for you like a plant in the seed,

Call me from your heart

For you to find,

I will be there for you, if you don’t mind………………..

Amazing Light..............Out of the DARK tunnel..!!

Our life is a road where we find no start or no end. We walk and we follow the road. The twist the turn is unknown to us, till the time we reach there.......

Have you ever wondered, why ??? Well neither i had thought about it, till the time i did experienced it myself.
We cry, we crib but ultimately, the Almighty above is the one who is the deciding authority.....!!

I had been into mental stress past few months, but then instate of turning to HIM i tried using my own ways to solve it, couldn't find any answer to all the questions arising in my mind. I was totally disappointed as too why does HE not answer to any of my question. One morning, i just woke up and rushed to the Church. Prayed there for some while and finally came to a conclusion that i should approach HIM the Almighty..!!

I am amazed to see the kind of changes that came in my life over the past 2 weeks..........well this is one of the reason to write here on this blog. So that everyone should experience HIS grace...................!!

I saw my Amazing light.............Out of the dark tunnel that i was in...!!!