A tender girl

I met a tender girl in the present office that I am working for past 5 months. When I

saw her for the first time, felt as if I had seen her before, she is not as beatiful

as an acctress but down to earth and has a very pleasant personality.

She is different than other girls that I have come across; when I board in the bus I

sometimes sit beside her and get to know about her insites, her feelings, her views.

Although I dont agree to all, but its always good to know her.

I sometimes feel she over-estimates the world and many a times underestimates

herself. All these are unknown to her, difficult even to explain her. She has an

inner beauty of her soul which I believe very few observes or notices.

Sometimes I feel her soul shouts out with pain to the core, to let people around her

know what she wants, how she wants and rather the perfect way to perfection; but all

in vain !!

Her personality I find has a mixture of emotions, and that mixture is unknown !!

I wish she gets the best and understands herself before it is too late.

Restless finding Flaws in my personality

I wonder what will happen ahead. Just to restless now; it feels as if the destination is right at the reach of my hand but I am not able to touch it. I don't know why things are not ratified yet; nor on the personal side neither on the professional aspect.

Awaiting, just awaiting for the fortune wheel to go around and turn for me this time; but how? How and why would it go for me? What am I doing so great that things would turn around only for me??

Well the question has many answers but no answer at all...!! Difficult to understand right? hmm-mm

I am presently reading a book named '92 tricks for a good communication'; when I had picked up this book from the bookstore, I was wondering whether am I really so bad that I need now tricks to open a conversation; or rather continue a conversation!!! But trust me just by turning few pages of this book, I have a better understanding of my flaws now, I cannot imagine what would happen when I complete reading this book.

I understand one thing now is; that I sound very friendly, I am rather, over-friendly most of the times when I am in a conversation, which in REAL I am not; but with my quick smile and bubbly nature,  I am misinterpreted.

Alright, this is just the first thing that I have learned from this book. I recommend all to read or rather refer this book at-least once !!!

Besides, my restlessness started ever since then; I am feeling so bad that things are not received at face-value, rather perceived at what others perceives about you as an Individual.

A person's personality is reflected with the way the person moves, talks, his/her demeanor and lot other than the spoken words.

I am restless; too restless after reading this. Hopefully I would work over my personality and observe for a period of time.