Unsaid, Undone still all Finished !!

My thoughts are my foes.
My fear is mounting and enveloping me all.
I cannot lose him either.
But have wraith at every stall.
 
I always complaint about him
He never rings and never call…
Sometimes I felt, he had no heart at all.
 
But now I know its not him but me.
Who is at a fault!!
I grind my teeth; I toil for death.
But God doesn’t take me at all !!