Heavenly Feeling……!!!!

“It feels heavenly when he is around me, only his touch keeps me at peace.”

I received his phone call yesterday; after almost more than a month we could speak for some good time. We spoke yesterday evening precisely for 49 minutes. He and I both were lost in our dreams of past and was efflorescence and were wishing for this vacation also to be the same or rather better than before.

I love when I find him happy; but unfortunately this time he was sounding  resentful and eager to return. Even I want him to come down now; just cannot bear the distance.

On the other hand, the conversation of 49 minutes gave me a heavenly feeling of him being around me that point in time. Gradually, he has become the purpose of my life. With every passing minute, he has created his position so concrete in my heart and mind that; I just cannot think of anyone or anything other than him.

We would be completing 2 yrs of our courtship; but it feels that we are together for such a long time yet want to be with him. Out of these 2 yrs we actually spent time with eachother for only 3 months and 15 days.  Yes!! That is the fact of our courtship.

Albeit, it is the reality of my life; but then too the time spent with him is the time I always crave for. Maybe he is aware of this; but I want him to know this; how do I tell him? I find him in the same state. Cannot console as this will go as along as he is in this profession.

I am aware that one day will become the last day for him to be away from me; and we shall stay together thereafter…..

I have witnessed incredible NATURE.

It was pouring heavily yesterday evening while returning from office; with tall mountains beside and grey spread clouds  up I witnessed the incredible Nature.

I never imagined that could feel the fine drops falling from the meadows of heaven upon us; it was dripping  straight on the window glass that I was sitting beside. It felt that as if; there was a fuss in between these drops, and each one of them wanted to run the window plank. I was on the inner side. I wanted to feel them but couldn’t but yet could experience the chilled sensation of water on my hands when touch the plank.

On the other hand, there was water flowing down the mountains besides on the western express highway that I pass through while returning. It looked as if they were also in a rush to reach their destination; it was flowing as if there is a marathon being played by them and every drop is in a rush to reach the end and during that time the trees were leering to have a view of the entire episode.

I conclude with a contented heart that; Nature is ultimately the best creation of God.

Sometimes bad happens for good…!!

Today when the world was busy celebrating Eid someone was parting for this world.  Tears were rolling down many people’s eyes especially 2 of them. 

This was expected as doctors had given hope, but still our hearts were still praying for her to be fine, stand up and start walking, talking to us and again enjoy this glorious life. She wanted to live more, she wanted to be alive, but the only thing that she could do is, cry, cry in pain!!!

All the efforts put by her son was in vain a pure dud.

Her pain was unbearable. Eventually she couldn’t eat, sleep, drink or even talk. I remember my bhabhi sharing that she used to drink only about half tea spoon full of water in 24 hours.  She was suffering for an oral cancer. Which had started from just a pimple in her mouth, which then grew to such an extent that her checks were rotten and slowly her jaws started rottening and eventually it was difficult for her to even drink a spoon full of water.

I remember I had seen her fit and fine when we initially had been to her place but today she is no more in this world, she passed away.

Finally she is free from the imprisonment of this cruel body which troubled her for 5 yrs till now ever since she was caught with this disease Cancer.

The one whom I am mentioning is none other but my brother’s mother-in-law..!!