"It feels so ugly to see oneself when we are way below our expectations".
I had been to an Ayurveda doctor yesterday. Had a lot of expectations in my heart, as I am looking forward to reduce weight substantially and it isn't happening.
I am 18 kg overweight now; and it feels as if I carry a 10 yrs old child on me all the time weighing 18 kg. My body doesn't allow me to run, walk fast and even all my clothes are undersized now.
So with great enthusiasm I visited that doctor, as heard a lot about him and his medicines and also heard that a lot of people found it worth.
When I weigh myself and the number stricken 70kg, I was zapped to see myself in such size.
My friend had been with me and she is the same as me with only 3 kg lower than mine.
It is scary to even think the repercussion of the scenario; if I do not pay attention now and reduce, I might not reduce ever.
Now on a strict diet and strict medication, hopefully should get back in size in another couple of months.
