Monday 28 February 2011

Ambigous Dream

Had a vision last night !! Though it was horrible but my mind wonders why do I get such an ambiguous dream often, which got different interpretation and the below is one of them…!! I am unable to find an answer as to why do I visualize such! I had seen a couple of dreams earlier but below is the latest one!

The dreams started with a lonely road until the end, as my naked sight couldn’t see much; not even a stray dog; it was the late evening after the sun-set. I was the only one walking along the pavement.

Suddenly !!!! I could find a huge assemblage of people with different religious beliefs. It started with axiom by everyone. They had felicity mood, but that longed only for an ephemeral!

There it started the RIOT! The fight that I witnessed long-long ago; I guess somewhere in Dec ‘1992- could recollect the blur picture as I was a small child and had seen such a dramatic scene right in front of my eyes where I chidingly had viewed the riot between a Hindu and a Muslim; though being neighbor and were loving each other to the fullest had opened a rivalry heart for each other.

Well, my dream was something on the similar grounds; where I visualized that on  different religious ground, the leaders used their eloquence speeches and were attracting people to fight against each other against the humanity!

I was though frightened and could find everything around sluggish. I was unable to understand why such riot is being opened and all of sudden….It felt as if a bucolic is turned into a battle field…...

Everyone around was beleaguered but still continued; people were running around with a sword and there was big sound of cracker bursting; later, I realized it the atom bomb…!!

Uffffff !! When I opened my shutter of my eyes in the morning, it was around 5:05….i gave a sign of relief and thanked God that it was just a dream……..!!!

Vijaya Lakshmi Pandit

The sister of Pandit Jawaharlal Nehru, she was the first woman to become the President of the United Nations General Assembly. Well, we are talking about the well known diplomat Vijaya Lakshmi Nehru Pandit. She was an Indian envoy, who was born in the year 1900. In this article, we will present you with the biography of Vijayalakshmi Pandit, who was instrumental in the politics of the country.

In the year 1921, Vijaya Lakshmi Pandit married Ranjit Sitaram Pandit. She was the first woman to hold a prestigious position in the cabinet. In the year 1937, she was elected to the provincial legislature of the United Provinces and she became the minister of the local self governing body. She held this position for two consecutive years. Later, in the year 1946, she was re-elected for this position. Read on to know the complete life history of Vijayalaxmi Nehru Pandit.

In the post independence period, she made an entry into the diplomatic services and served as the ambassador of India to various countries like Soviet Union, Ireland, United States and Mexico. From 1962 to 1964, she served as the governor of Maharashtra. Thereafter, she was elected to the Lok Sabha from Phulpur, which was the former constituency of her brother. She held the post for four years till 1968. Vijayalakshmi Pandit was critical about her niece, Indira Gandhi. Infact, their relations were not very good.

When Indira Gandhi became the Prime Minister in the year 1966, Vijaya Lakshmi Pandit took retirement from active politics. After taking voluntary retirement, she went to the peaceful Dehradun city. In the year 1979, she was chosen as the representative of India to the UN Human Rights Commission. Thereafter, she went far away from public life. She had an interest in writing. Her writings consist of The Evolution of India (1958) and The Scope of Happiness: A Personal Memoir (1979). Infact, her daughter named Nayantara Sahgal, is a wonderful novelist. Vijaylakshmi Pandit died in the year 1990.



Note : The above is not written by me; but found it really interesting and so thought of sharing....!!

Clouded Thoughts

What is happening to me now-a-days ? Am confused, lost and frightened !!! But why ?
Cant reason it ! Life is with so many labyrinthine; its really difficult to to draw a conclusion and to relate.

Albiet I have those thoughts but still, my heart is contented !! Now you will wonder why a contradictory statement !! The reason is that, the love of my life is back; he is back home ! Though whatever thoughts cross my mind, but this sense of satisfied feelings are just ineradicable ! Yes this is what I am trying to potray; that though I am confused as stated in my first statement still I am contented ! Its difficult to believe but yes that’s the fact.
Life itself is such a lovely game, it equalizes everything at certain point in time.
If it gives pain, it will for sure give pleasure too !!

I have no clues whether I am framing my clouded thoughts in proper words; but yes exactly this is how I am feeling.

When I am with him, it feels that the time should move slowly and infact it should stop; because every minute, or rather every second spent with him is just captured in my mind as if taking a photograph of a beautiful sence. When was with him yesterday or rather past 3 days; it felt as if the nimbus is just so gentile.

I was with full of nonversation and he digests all my insane jokes. He reads me in and out as if reading on a crystal wall with no barrier. He knows to make my day; he knows to bring a smile on my face which I was long awaiting for…!!!

I felt like living for the erstwhile these past 3 days; those 3 days were as if I have had a tour in the heaven with the prince of my dreamworld; like in the fairy-tale………with My love…!!!!

Thursday 24 February 2011

Love Poem

Dil mein ye mere tum ho…
Har saaso me tum ho
Har gaam mein sehlungi
Humdum tum agar saang ho..

Pyaar pe yeh karu mein yakin
Rahungi ab na tere bin
Tum dena saath mera
O humnava….

Tum jo ho mere saang to
Kya hai gaam mere dil ko
Hum saath rahenge saada
O humnava….

Jab dil yeh ghabraye
Tum pass chale aana
Hum dekh rahe raah
Tum itna na aajmaana

Har din har raato mein
Tum hi to ho saapno me..
Jab dekhu mera darpan
Tum hi to ho mere maan me..!

Jo tum na saang ho tab
Dil aahe bhare har pal
Tum dena saath mera
O humnava….



P:S : This is dedicated to the one I am for…!! My only love…!!

A Murder house --- With lurid desires

Characters: Jia - The daughter
Raj – Father
Alisha – Mother
Adi – neighbour uncle.

When Jia entered the house one evening; (as every day she used to return early, but today she was late from college) she couldn’t believe her eyes; this was a naked truth right in front of her! For some while she was stunned and became speechless; it was her father Raj hanging on the fan…!
He was DEAD !!

She couldn’t recollect anything adverse happening ever since a long-long-time; though this case was declared as closed, as the official authority couldn’t find any clues and did not even wish to continue and do some investigation.

It was said that this was an Attempt to Suicide!

Jia and Alisha couldn’t believe that Raj would even attempt to do such. They were as if rotting themselves’ like animals and did try to eradicate all this from their minds but couldn’t stop themselves to speculating the reasons for the accident.

Jia decided to remonstrate this in the highcourt; she did not bother but made her flesh and blood one for fighting this case.

Later when broached this episode again; the cops showed her the file where they had investigated and could see following things;
1) The door and windows were closed from inside and as the house is on the ground floor, there was no room left for someone to even beam in.
2) There were no scratch-marks on the victim’s body (Raj’s body), this proves that he did not struggle to help himself to remain alive.

This created a lurid situation but still Jia did not lose her hope, and the light in contrast sparked in her to know who did the hegemony role and did take the life of her father !!
Jia’s mother loved her father a lot and so slowly she was becoming insane!! This gave Jia another shock of her life !!
Until some days back everything happened to be good and the best. Though this was Jia’s madness, yet there is a method in it! She was all the while in a sad but still wanted to eradicate the qualia which had been built-up in everyone’s mind.

All this while; although even before the existing hours; she had always suspected her neighbor being in love with her mother Alisha. This triggered her mind and so she tried laying up the net for her neighbour.

For some days, she observed him and his timing of entering the house and also existing.
A high plethora of suspense amounted as days passed. She was up with a conclusion that she needed to have panacea.

Later, one evening; while Alisha was sleeping in her bedroom, and Jia accompanied her; she could see someone was just right outside the curtain trying to view the scene in silence! Jia went slowly with the cat steps and opened the curtains on the knock; and she could find Adi hidingly standing there outside !!
Here Jia caught him and asked him to give an explanation!! This followed by a police complaint. Where after a police enquire; Adi admitted that he loved Alisha a lot and so killed Raj; so that one day he and Alisha can be one.
When broached the topic he explained how he killed.

When that evening Raj was alone at home; he went to accompany him in consuming liquor. Later, Adi filled his ears by telling him his spurious yet dalliance with Alisha. He also mentioned to him that they were intimated most of the times when alone.
Adi knew that Raj was a cognitive patient, and this type of cognitive trauma might lead him to commit suicide.
He spoke to him and hypnotized him as Adi was a physiatric, and he knew how to play with one’s mind and was a well-known personality in his industry.
This made Raj feel desultory; as his mind was raptured, and he could think nothing but to give up his life. Adi instructed Raj to do it in silence when alone and also to lock the room from inside, and he left his place……

He admitted his cruel desires to have Alisha as his wife as he was a bachelor even at the ending age………..
High court declared him to be hanged until death……….

Axiom


I am happy yet not so contented today !! Cannot even put up a spurious face too !!  There is someone who wants to recant; for the action already initiated; even though we confluent in love. I want to renege and tell him; that whatever is his wish will be my wish too !!

But deep within I am outre as my wish is that we should stay together till eternity ! I am unable to handle this ramification of life and so in deep though that why things are so kraut ? Or is this ephemeral ? Than the other desultory thought arises that is this game - a troika where he and me and also someone else is playing a vital role; or are we the only players in the drama of life ?

Though how hard I try still situations slip through the cracks and I become helpless though being wee-bun. Since our senescence we started; but still it looks to be be like a Open-and-shut relation.

But on the other hand I feel that; am I creating an imbroglio situation for him ? But I never want it this way, I always want him to be in a felcity mood so that we might go far away in thoughts together, the eloquence should be so high that it should take away our senses and should make us forget the dissemble of someone else’s wicked libido and should infact conflate and should make the situation dulcet as when we are together it becomes our Own Universe…!!

Albeit I still brood when in situations that; though whatever may be the case; I will always be for him.

Wednesday 23 February 2011

An hour training with the headoffice – Dublin

Everyone had a Sad-Laughter face before entering the training room this day. Now, I am sure you will wonder what does this ‘Sad-Laughter’ stands for!! Confused ?? Okay; it goes this way that everyone around was real time Sad or rather bored to attain this training but had an amazing laughter in them considering the same training.

I had heard a lot about these from my collagues over the past few days; I felt that point in time as if I am yet to face this “Monster”. Oh !! Here you are right to get the feel !! That’s exactly I meant to say. It was as if this orge who will be troubling qwarf like us; we ‘Common people’.

Alright the training continued; where it was just a one-way communication and that too over the phone where we were not even visible to the opposite training. Oh ghost !! Once our trainer (Mumbai-based) asked to pardon a single topic and it went on-and-on again….

Everyone though was dosing and things were all bouncer for our single and small brain to grasp. It went on exact for 40 mins……….

To me it was as if I am in a boxing Ring and the opposite boxer is punching me on my ears over-and-over again and it continued till the time I become deaf. Yes !! really !!
On the other hand my colleagues in the room were watching the clock….!
Their expressions wer as if they are prisoned and being accussed for someone else’s sin.

The qualia was that the entire episode of the training would be as if wafture in a seashore which will for sure be next to void.

Oh really !! I have witnessed the scene which was summery but yet fully diaphanous.

But; upshot is REALLY touchy;  that though this assemblage was hillarious but created conflate among the Team-member.

The cynosure was that as if the wolf is out of this jungle and so understood the ultimate point… the full form of MSS – My Service Space…….   

Saturday 19 February 2011

Am Clueless...!!!!

Life never ask you suggestions; neither does it accepts your views !!
Well i guess it just takes one the way it had already planned it to be...!! I believe (though many might oppose my view), that we carry our fate along when we enter this universe. We are just an entity (i had read in the book The Kryon), but now i believe it is the fact. We are entities here on this planet called earth for some pre-decided purpose. Once we are done, or rather once the purpose is fulfilled we shall depart from the mortal planet and will go in our planet; the spiritual planet, where everything would be beautiful, pleasant and marvellous for the one who accompalished the purpose whole heartedly and the one who did not, might end up with harassment.

Well i am really confused and lost today, and do not know what to be done. What is my purpose to be in this world; why have i landed up here and what am i supposed to do?

May be i will find an answer soon; or may be never...!! Am clueless...!!!

Friday 18 February 2011

ALBEIT....!!!


Albeit; life is too short to be covered, and too long to be awaited for; we must enjoy every moments and cheer them up..!!

Dismay had filled me up in the early half of the day; I suppose now I am better and I shall be in my best mood exactly after 2 days……
O now you will wonder, why will I be happy after 2 days???
After 2 days, I will not mourn neither will I be upset…as it’s the time for someone to arrive…!!

I have decided something that though any afreet play any cruel role against a quarf that is ME, I will still protray my best face and the happiest heart. As I have understood that if a person desires too; he/she is sceptic too. And also if woebegone moment has to arrive, it will; then no matter how hard I try it will still slip through the cracks.

I have only 1 thing in my conscious now and it is making me confidently fall in the hands of contentment because someone is about to arrive and that too just after 2 dayssssss!!!



O Mitva !!



Maan me ab ye aawaj hai;
Tu kyu na mere paas hai..
O mitva oooo, aaja mere passss
                        Tu aaja mere paassss


Dil kyu tuta mera, aawaj na aayi…
Tere bina meri hai, har pal ruswai,
Jaanti hu tujhko mein baavare,
Tu hai mera aur mein hu teri saaware
O mitva ooooo, aaja mere paasss
                                    Aaja mera paassssss

Na jaane yeh kaunki ghadi hai aayi,
Maan me ye kyu pyaas jagayi,
Aass hai ke tu, abb aaja mere pass
Dil tuta mera aab aakhe bhar aaye…
O mita oooo, aaja mera passs
                        Abbb aaja mere passss

Silent Cry…!!!!!!!!

Why is my libido considered as being kraut? This thought is being disturbing me as time is passing. It is painful and an awful feeling of being neglected; why is someone not disabuse from the pre-notion and is still following the foregone conclusion about me??

I am always being like a labour of love; though not yet able to convince thee.
Almighty!! It pains!!! It pokes my heart; as if its being cut into pieces !! Please relief me from this almighty pain, please upshoot the conclusion to be something good..!!!

Why my face should always be red?? I have never been someone like a fish out of the water..!! Then why is to me Lord !! Why ???

I have always wished that the gravity feed to be through his house..then why is it to me??

I have always considered thee to be the autarch; then why is this preception the foregone conclusion about me….???

I have failed to understand your mighty power Lord !! I have failed..!! Please help me; to be out of this Lord.!! It pains; and pains so horribly that at times I feel like coming to you!!

Please Lord; either allow me to be out of this pain or let me calmy SLEEP IN PEACE!!

Thursday 17 February 2011

Pleasant Surprise……..!!!!

Life is so unpredicatable; circumstances change over just blinking of an eyes. Itsn’t is just amazing that you expect something to happen after some period of time; and it happens before??!! it gives one’s heart a pleasant surprise. Yes! Exactly this is how I am feeling TODAY..!!

I am so pleasantly surprised by my baby, my love, my heart; that I am falling short of words to describe what I am feeling now. I am feeling as if;

My heart is light in weight;
Because the awaiting period is going away;
My love, my life is to ARRIVE…

My life is all for him;
As I am nothing without him;
I will love him, all the day, everyday…!!

Life without you is like a jail;
Please come my precious jewel;
And free me from this waiting pain !!

My heart is singing loud;
You are precious; I am proud;
To be yours my love..!!

Please come and hold me tight;
I want to be delight;
As missed you a lot, all these while…!!

O love; my only love;
Please call me from your heart;
I will be there, will be there…!!

Want to pinch oneself and check;
am I dreaming or being insane?
You gave me a surprise;
I cannot hold it now; comeon please soon ARRIVE…!!!!

Wednesday 16 February 2011

Voice of heart

My heart is singing a melody;
Where are you my love my hubby;
Please come near and hug me;
Waiting nothing but to see your face so bubbly!!

Love in heart, grows like a flue;
Why is it so;
I have no clue!
Though it beats only for you;
Why aren’t you around and touch me through?

Days seems to be as if it got no purpose;
No pranks to crack; and got no laughter;
You are my smile; my love my life;
Please come back, please come back!

Waiting for your like a honey in the flower;
Please be the bee and take me afar !
Waiting for you like a shell in the sea;
Please be the fisher-man and take in beneath !

Waiting for you like bird astray;
Please be the breeze and guide me on my way !
Waiting for you like a smoke wraith;
Please be my savior and Love, this is what I Pray !!

Home-based Remedies

                                               
From the recent past we are dependent on doctors to cure us for every single problem. It is qualia that we will not be cured if not intake medicines precribed by the doctor as they are the bailiwick of the show with the cachet may be embossed on their front door which are rather blandishing. But we have our own chattels, our own property rather which is given to us as a heredity by our anchestors.

So here I am to disabuse you from the dilution that is created in your mind.
Here I am to enlight few home-based remedies given by our anchestors, which is also called as “Daddi ma ke nuske”.


1)      Cold and Cough

If you are caught with Cold and Cough; do not worry or do not run to the doctor.
Try out this which really works. Take a small portion of ginger and small pieces of sugar, grind it together add little black pepper and put a pinch of it no your tougue whenever you feel like coughing.
This will reduce your cold and cough gradually. It may take an extreme of only 3 days to cure you completely.

2)      Feeling restless

There are couple of times when we feel restless and too tired and at time we even feel like sleeping. When you feel such take a glass of water (if possible luke warm water), add a pinch of salt and sugar in it, stir it and drink. This is help you to restore gulcose of your body and help you to revital your energy.

3)      Want your hair to look burgundy but without any chemical and want to be natural

Warm the hair oil, if possible cocunut oil, add  4 – 5 hibiscus flower (shoe-flower), warm it to such an extend that the flower should become completely black mixing up totally in the hair-oil. Once the oil cools down, apply it on your hair. Keep it for about ½ hr to 1 hr and later wash it off. Your hair will turn into burgundy color till the time you have your next wash. This helps your strengthen your hair from roots also gives you a shiny and burgundy look and prevents you from other chemicals which might grey your hair before your age.

4)      Wax-mixture for waxing your body

The last one yet not the least; and also shall write tips as and when time premits.
For making mixture for waxing your body; take some water in a bowl; add lemon juice and sugar (as per quantity required), and boil it till it becomes dry and sticky.
Make it cold and apply on your body and wax yourself at home.


Beautiful Life after a long misery

Life is a puzzle, and it is a vicious circle! I heard a lot about this during childhood but; I was like always who never miss the water till the well runs dry.

And I understood that; life is not the way how we look at it or assume it to be; and never is how we want it too be.

Prior to this day, I faced an elderly woman. This is the story of a that woman who is very sweet; just too beautiful to describe. She has a long lustrous hair; a gentle dulcet voice; and a heart full of love for everyone who crosses her life. She is too humble; anyone who meets her falls for her.
I always wandered why so many love her so much and had my foregone conclusion that may be she must have upholds a huge possession and so has a dish fit for the God. OR may be she is just too close to God so He must have encase her with majestic beauty of life.
Never did I know the true color of her black past life.
After knowing this I had a deep countenance in sorrow than in anger or grief.

She unwrapped a drop in the bucket of her life; but it did touch me like a hot water.
Her life all through till now (she is too old) is like as if you are being put in the boiling water every second minute.

She was born and bought up in this great city – Mumbai and also does belong to a very rich and prestigious family; but yet her life is not less than a salvery world. Full of tortuous and torturous. It gives me a goose bump even when I think or try to visualise the experience of her LIFE.

She lost her father at the age of around 7 or 8; and so did struggle her entire life for her rights; got married though she never wanted too; or rather she was forced to get married to the man she never thought in her wildest dream. Her marriage was like a nightmare for her but had too. (had no other option).
Was married to a man whom she never loved and though how hard she tried failed at every attempt as this man never gave her the value for life.
The misery of her life continued till the time she encountered this gentleman of her life but at the later age when her grandchildern were born.
This man now loves her; he gives his life for her. Her prayers are answered; may be it is too late or may be too early!!!!!

A heart never becomes old; dead is just the departure from this immortal body but not the soul……………………

Highway / Motorway – Resembles the Ocean

Well to start with; I have a question for all those who travel by highway road.

You  must be getting stucked almost everyday in the traffic at our vast highway, right??
How do/ did you feel at that time??

Okay! here I go; how do I look at this vast highway/motorway when I  get stuck in the same way as you do, and how do I enjoy being stucked and admire the beauty of these traffic rather arriving to  frustration.
I generally; infact now-a-days travel everyday on the Ahmedabad highway and I would love to share how do I feel.

If you look around carefully there are not less than 100 types of vehicles which you must be facing along the road and also we have almost more than  thousands of different species of  aquatic creatures found on the diffferent oceans around the globe…. does it sound idiotic for you that I am mentioning 2 different types of topic which are like a north – south poles to relate too? Yes I know you must be wondering that I have gone crazy by stating this irony;but  no, please do read ahead….

I visualize this highway/ motorway as if a vast Ocean with different rivers meeting like Ganga, Yamuna and Saraswati (though not existing today). Say like Vasai road as if a Ganga river – which is flowing right from the north, well later Godbandar road as if Yamuna  river - flowing from the east, and Mira-bhyander – which is flowing from the west; although there are few small rivers too meeting up which can be considered as other different roads connecting….
When these rivers meet and end up at Arabian sea that resembles the highway before the Dahisar check-naka; and here we enter the main highway that is the Ocean which is full of acquatic speices gathering together at one time; thus forming traffic in the ocean. (I consider our vehicle also resembling as one of the acquatic species).

Different vehicles I do resemble with different acquatic creatures which creates an enthusiasm in me. I am so exicted to share these with you today.

Ø      Ashoka leyland – Whale fish

I consider this as if a Whale in the Ocean which are rarely seen and not even much in number  but this creature is Huge in size and also creates a terror in one’s mind if encountered in open; it is scary though that if accidently also met with it; that very moment can be the end of our valuable life.
Well I consider Ashoka Leyland as one of the Whale fish; when it runs openly in the wide ocean; and when this is stucked in the traffic; it accommodate a large portion covering the entire space and if stucked behind it (in a car resembles a pamphlet fish); though how hard we try we cannot find a way to overtake it as it blocks the entire zone.

Ø      Truck and Volvo bus – Shark fish

I love this example as I guess everyone knows that Truck / Volvo buses drivers who are never to be relyed upon, they might give you a left side indicator and take a right turn. Many of us must have faced this drastic situation and that too in the traffic. Ufff !!
Yes !! I feel sharks are exactly same as the trucks and Volvo buses; when we least except them, that is when they behave like a monster.
It is though a proven fact on this highway that major cause for accidents are these rash driving of trucks.

Ø      Bikes – Gold Fish

I do have a soft corner for these small creatures in our vast highway – I resemble them with the Gold fish (mandeli fish). They are huge in number if we see, but yet the smallest creatures, yes offcourse there are other small creatures too like the bycycles etc they can be called and resembled with some small names but yet these are not seen much.  Bikes are on huge number and when they are stucked in the traffic they somehow find their way out moving from the corners. When in signal they gather together as if a flock of fishes.

Ø      Car – Phamphlet fish

These poor phamplet fish is liked by all and thus is the highest target. Like how we have many different types of cars so do we have different types of phamplet fishes too.


Well like I mentioned, there are different types of acquatic species and also different types of vehicles and so whenever I am stucked in a traffic or crossing a hugeeee highway my mind rewinds everytime to this resemblance and I refresh my mind and wash off my frustration created out of this traffic.


Note : Thanks to my TL – Rohan Baadkar who helped me by surfing the internet, to find out the different rivers that flows in India.  

Tuesday 15 February 2011

Humanity - The only Religion

“Hindu, Muslim, Sikh, Isahi- Hum sab hai bhai-bhai!”. This is an ancient phrase by one of our social leader which is being repeated over the period of time in the local speeches by many socialist; but there is one question that always crosses my        mind is, that; Do we really follow or believe what we speak ??

Well, the reason for this question to rise is my conscious is; though we speak whatever one what to propogand but we tent to believe what our inner voice calls for and that is a different language!!
The reason for these variant thoughts to rise in WE the common people are or rather people who instigate these wraith to ripple in our conscious is our so called regulators. Yes! It is suprising though that these regulatories who are supposed to be an ideal for us the common people and ideally are supposed to be preaching and supporting the above made phrase are the one who are acting  as a director as well as the spectors in our common movie called life..!!

Our country is a democratic country by choice, and so; every individual has their ‘right to think’ and ‘right to accept his own custom, caste and creed’; why is these customs given a name called Religion? And even if given why are rivalries driven out of it?

While traveling along the motorway we can view no. of hoardings across every nit-and-corner of the road !! Infact no corners are left untouched and does holds some very famous personalities posture and yes how can they forget to make some sophicated diagloues and that too discriminating thoughts between different states and which results into different religion!!

Everytime I encounter such hoardings; I wonder what is religion to do with the policies of the government, Our government and why does this State diparities occur?? Afterall we have only one religion that is the Humanity!!

Well, I fail to understand these very fact of our Country!! Hope these questions arise in YOUR conscious too !!!

Monday 14 February 2011

Love Vs Logic

Love without you is spare; you touch me and make me feel among the rare!!!

Doesn’t the above statement means as if Love is the most important aspect of one’s life?
Yes it does means!! but still when it comes to reality Logic and love doesn’t stands on the same page; and doesn’t hold true for most of us.

The duel between Love and Logic is an unending puzzle; which keeps on multiplying as days pass; and keeps on dividing the rival the hatred. The situations seems to look like a neglected horse; but it does happen this way.

If we emphasis a little more, and put a little more pressure on our grey cells in our brain. We tend to say that ‘No’ Love doesn’t play any vital role though; but yes it does play magic over our senses. We ultimately fall short of memory to reason it, but yes we all at some given point in time had fallen in love for someone, or might fall in love for someone.

 When we are on fire we assume and treats Love like a wee buns, and we take Love for granted but we forget that Love is not an open-and-shut business neither it should be kept on the knock rather it should be kept with hush-hush as, if left loose it might slip through the cracks.

Logic never allows Love to rise up but ultimately it creats its place about the salt.

Logic has its vital and a very crucial role in our day-to-day life but can never overpower Love, the most adorable Gift from God..!!!

My New Friend…………………The Rising Sun !!!

When I leave from home; my friend is fast asleep about to rise up. The bus picks me up before my friend is risen and it becomed very difficult to view it approaching towards me from distance as the darkness envelopes the upcoming day- Today!

As we start from home and than later touch the motorway- The Ahmedabad highway; the blanket of darkness slowly uncovers us and slowly and steadily the light from my New Friend…….the Rising Sun comes  into his sense the morning.

My New Friend. I am being encountering him only since the time I have joined this new organization.I normally take the corner seat at the left hand side close to the window and offlet started looking for often for Him every morning.

Now I know that he loves to play the hide and seek game with me and he always does the same ! He is a very beautiful friend of mine. When he wakes up and starts rising his face appears to be a pleasant Yellow color; he tries to hide himself behind his friend with the big broad chest  which covers almost the space of our 21% land; The Mountain !!

My friend; my New Friend plays hide and seek game with me every morning hiding behind him and attempts to tease me every time he faces me; but somehow I manage to catch him when in open; in the open space where my Other Friend; The River helps me out!!  Oh !! I love you too my friend River, as when you arrive you ask the friend Mountain to be aside for somewhile. I know though it’s a manipulating business but I love it and I guess my New Friend loves it too !!

All through the way our game continues from the time his face is Yellow to Orange and than Bright White.!!

When his face is Orange; he spreads the lovely beautiful color all over his bed from where he rises; The Sky !! Yes; it is the truth!! When my New Friend rises up his bed surrounds with the same color as his face..!!

Slowly and steadily the game continues till I reach my office………….!!
And I always tell him goodbye for the day and promise oneself to see him again the next rising morning. Knowingly or unknowingly I am falling in love with my New Friend………The Rising Sun…!!!

Friday 11 February 2011

A day in a training room

‘The beautiful thing about learning is that no one can take it away from you…..’, yes this is what I read and how I started my day; while accompaning Mohsin my sweet collegue while training. This above phrase is put at the right hand side of the room with lovely two kids in that posture. Yes it sounds funny when I am describing about the same but don’t you think that a posture with 2 little kids in it and with the above phrase makes some sense to our insensible mind….???

This day had been fantastic and  marvellous !! Offcourse training was one of the criteria but albiet it was great fun while getting along with the one who accompanied me and also had patience to listen to my all insane jokes, and yes, you won’t believe we had a day with all those lovely talks and the highlights are just hilarious; I cannot forget about the technical terms that we were using, say like the ICO1 code, RFB’s,IPVPN service and GOLD (the web-based), charges etc……..This all would have been so boring if not with HIM.

Yes it would be difficult for you to believe that we were in that one single room for the entire day; but yet it was just amazing.
“Andaz apna apna”hope this movie stricks in your mind, it was hard to believe that he remembered almost all diagloues of this movie and was entertaining to the glory, uufff !! it was amazing having those hours with him.

Mohsin (my collegue and by now my friend too), he is a person with a very soft spoken style, he break jokes which are silent yet hillarious. Though he did not speak much personal abou thim but I could sense that there are many upspoken gestures which makes me feel as if he is not a stranger but a very close known person to me.
Simple yet attractive !! This is what stricks my mind whenever I am sitting beside him and being getting trained.
He acts innocent though but he is very sharp at stuff’s like what and when to be done….

Would like to thank this person from the core of my heart to make my day; as without him I would have not had such a lovely and memorable hours…….!!!!

Thursday 10 February 2011

Please Save ME friend….!!!


Millions of years ago, I was created by the Divine Mercy; The Lord most high. HE loved ME and caressed me and called me the loveliest gift of human-being. HE had left them free on ME as HE knew that I will take proper care of them.

I loved YOU human-beings and gave the best of ME what I could! I rendered my best part and have held YOU closure to my heart yet you deceived me..!

In the initial phase I was been cared by many; everyone also loved ME and tried preserving ME by either some good deeds or either left ME on the creator.

Much of ME was just left like a lost child wide open with no claimants and with ceous. I was efflorescence with such and so was under the impression that I shall stay and be alive for as long as this universe exists. CONTENTED, SATISFIED until this juncture arrived, a new decade….!!

The ramification turned out to be of utmost pain though…!!
Now every human-beings claim to own ME. I am being sold; it feels as if everyone is stripping me off and rapping me every passing hour!!!

There are many whose cause for death is “ME”.I was earlier spread like meadows on grass now I look as if a posture hanged in the art gallery, vanishing and if these continues it wouldn’t take longer for me to Vanish from this Universe.

Why am I always targeted to be destroyed? Why no one around wants ME to be alive for another arriving decade too? 

I am being abandoned to build up Shopping Malls, Multiplexes and Big famous Hotels; and also to build up residential building and such big self owned bungalows….!!!

Why am I left handicap or rather I must say why am I made handicap for YOU human being to dwell in?
Why don’t YOU all love me anymore???

I am feeling a bit blue and insanely HURT!! I am crying, crying out loud to YOU human-being, but I am all alone; as no one’s ears are open for ME…!! Why you do not believe I am YOURS?? !!! Please do not forget what LORD had said when he created YOU; ‘my child go and enjoy and take the most of it, but do not destroy it’.
I am been created before YOU my brothers and sisters and was been given as a gift to YOU at the start of time !!

Please do not abandon me!! As I want to be alive! Alive till the end hours..!!

Please my dear human-beings please pardon me. I know I am DESTROYED almost, but please preserve ME, because I am YOURS, THE NATURE….!!!!

Wednesday 9 February 2011

Seashore view and the horror..!!


Some days before I had been at the seashore an area of sandy, stony, and rocky fatality. This place is located at a bucolic in Vasai and its name is Suruchi Beach.
We were not allowed to carry our motorcyle as the lane was too narrow ahead so had to walk down the street.
Though the scene was very diaphanous, but was a great time scary. I along with my elder brother walked down the long way starting from the edge of the village, it is about 2 kilometers long lonely narrow lane, where only 2 or maximum 3 people can walk together. Well, when we had been there it was about the last evening and we were surrounded by the felicity of the darkness, it was approaching to the night.
There were few couples on the way returning but we were the only one approaching towards the beach, well did not have any other option but had to be there…..O please don’t ask me the reason for the same, I wont be able to disclose it.
I was admiring the imbroglio situation as my heart was pondering and I was all in vital pain. I guess we both (My brother and me)were bealaguered, but still had to assemblage the cruicial asset. We were also frightened for dissemble but had a long way back.
When we could see the offing we realised the it was a ripple approaching but with plethora. I was shit scared in that environment but had to hold up my courage so that I do not fall on my face.
 Finally we found the panaceo with the labyrinthine. The entire journey towards the seashore was diaphonous as well as dulcet.

Thursday 3 February 2011

Unfathomable pain

When I sit back and attempt to recollect those lovely memories with my love; only ramose arises on my visualizing sight. It gives voice to old rugged thoughts that rushes into my conscious like a poking niddle, large in number gushing and rushing from the bottle held upside down.

Once upon a time life used to seem like merry go lucky, where Her’s and my mind used to meet, but lately adversities has flown over my happiness. A demon did propoganda and had spread the rumour and thus she started believing according to her own lights.

I failed to express my opinion-the gospel truth; that I never lead a double life and am always faithful to the one.

Life is flowing as if a battle field, rivalry are our own people; the road will lead to nowhere but only ornery as it is a foregone conclusion.
These lead to unfathomable pain; it hurts my heart and my soul.

Is there no one who can who can hear my hidden gestures, my excrutiating pain ?
Is there still an angel of God up high; and willing to help me to uproot the serpent cause and help me surpass those wounds?

Its unfortunate that; the demon finally acomplished his wicked desires and lead up to his garden path.

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