Friday 31 December 2010

Missing you...!!

This early morning, this sun so far,
Like an angel you are near yet far.
All through the night, and all through the day.
Missing you at every breath I take..!!

Life seems so pale and meaningless,
When you are not near and leaves my heart to stake
I close my eyes I fantasy,
But all I want now, is YOU to be !!
When i open the closed doors of these light,
I could find everything but not you at sight,
Why is it painful ? Why is it dreadful ?
Its beyond my level to handle it tactful.

All through the night and all through the day.
Missing you at every breath I take..!!

Come O My love My strength this day
Like an angel come back and and make me sway
Love you with all my heart O ah
Missing you at every breath I take...!!!




P:S: This is dedicated to the one whom  I am missing to the core of heart.....

Monday 27 December 2010

Our First Meet.....the Most Romantic One.!!!

One day the phone rang in the office. I picked up the call and could hear a strong but mild, melodies voice over the phone saying ‘Hello,’ I replied by greeting good morning and hello, asking who was on the other side. This person tells me his name. I could not believe my heart started pondering and wanting to speak more to this person. We spoke for a while officially and he promised to come down to the office the next day. I was delighted and was filled with excitement to meet this gentleman. All through the night I couldn’t sleep and started imagining how he will be, what will he speak with me and how should I react.
It was bizarre for me to imagine all these without even meeting this person even once, but I was lost in my thoughts. 

I rightly remember it was 20th Oct 2009.Prior to this day I had called up at his place for quiet number of times officially to talk with him to ask him about his availability to join the ship but couldn't get him over the phone and I assumed he must have joined some other company.
O I forgot to introduce this person. He is a marine engineer by profession, a great and awesome writer, infact I am greatly inspired by him while writing this story as well. When it comes to his profession he is the best Engineer I have ever come across, good at his work, good in terms of humanity, down to earth and if I speak about his writing skills ah he is just awesome !!

Well before even talking to him had heard too many things about him in the office and from his co-colleagues. Though his so called colleague did not have any great feedback about him (or may be intentionally) but the more I heard about him the more I was bending towards this person, didn’t know the reason as to why and how and for what !! I was just flowing in his thoughts and I was completely unaware of this very fact as well. By the way this person's name is Satya.

                                                                                                                                        .........To be continued in the next blog.......

Thursday 16 December 2010

Driving me INSANE

These long hours of silence, and a pause after an uttered sentence takes away all my patience and gives me a lot of pain. Is this all about love and care, or is it all about sulk and shier. There is a mighty pain in my heart, in my head, why does this happens and why is to me..???

Why is it that when we love something and crave for it, we don't get it ? Why does this pain excruciates ? Why does it troubles our conscious so much that we become insane ?

O Lord !! This unavowed pain is taking away its toll on me...!!


But why am i so depressed, can't reason it ?? Why does this pain still exists in me, why Lord, why ??



Tuesday 14 December 2010

Sunday 12 December 2010

AWARD WINNING POEM.....

Note : WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION  ASKED FOR A  TWO-LINE  RHYME  WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE..here it is enjoy........
                                     
                   

                   This is the winner:- 
                   
                   My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife, 
                   Marrying you screwed up my life. 
                   
                   I see your face when I am dreaming. 
                   That's why I always wake up screaming. 
                   
                   Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; 
                   This describes everything you are not. 
                                                         
                   I thought that I could love no other -- 
                   that is until I met your brother. 
                   
                   Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. 
                   But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, 
                   the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. 
                   
                   I want to feel your sweet embrace; 
                   But don't take that paper bag off your face. 
                   
                   I love your smile, your face, and your eyes -- 
                   Damn, I'm good at telling lies! 
                   
                   My love, you take my breath away. 
                   What have you stepped in to smell this way? 
                   
                   My feelings for you no words can tell, 
                   Except for maybe 'Go to hell.' 
                   
                   What inspired this amorous rhyme? 
                   Two parts tequila, one part lime..!!!

Thursday 9 December 2010

Deeper Feelings.......

So far walking along the life’s journey, I came across may be 1000 of people, actually don’t even remember who all I know.
But the way I got attracted towards you can’t be expressed in words and that is true.
The sense of peace I get in my mind after thinking of you, may be you will not understand the glue.
Loving you is just a passion for me my heart. Because from my thoughts you just can’t part.

I pray to God for our future, may he give you everything that you desire.
Please my Love please be calm as life is too long…and many things to be solved.
But I trust in the Lord, as I know he will not make us fall……………….
 
My feelings for you is true and pure, please understand me as I need your support to grow..
I promise that I will not go anywhere, will be with you always and everywhere……
I fear that my dreams shouldn't break, and when I wake up I am in the world full of hatred.
I love you and will love you always…..desperately waiting for you to let me come ahead..

I know its ridiculous to ask, but please let me have courage and be a little apart.
As days are going I am coming closure and closure to you….
You are not beside me but still my love for you is growing..
When I close my eyes I can see you smiling, I can hear your said words…and it makes me feel like crying..

I don’t wanna loose you my sweetheart my love..
But please ensure that you will never depart.
My last words but trust me its not the end………..

I Love you and will love you over and over again……………
My feelings for you are just growing……please hold me tight so that I shouldn't go flowing……..
Love you a lot…….but please don’t mind…..as my love for you is just pouring……..



P:S: For the one I love.......!!

FEELINGS...


In this rush of life, i came across a person, innocent, notorious but a sweetheart.!!

When met him first, loved the twinkle of his eyes,
His calm style, his adorable voice........

Felt as if, the moment had stopped, and it shouldn't move further,
felt like reading his unsaid words, his hidden gestures......

Never knew that this person would also feel the same...felt like talking to him again and again and again.............


My sweetheart, my darling....no one else can make me feel such other then you...


Why don't you too give me your view........


Now, ever and hereafter...i will LOVE you and only YOU...............!!!!! 









P:S: Had written this to express myself to the one I love almost a year before....thought of putting it down here.

Sunday 5 December 2010

A NEW DIMENSION TO PROFESSIONAL LIFE


We all were too ambitious when we first passed out of the college. Had a lot in mind and wanted to proceed in the same direction of life. Everyone had almost the same ambition as we were from the same background.

Life took turns in many direction, and NOW when we halt to see, we find our self in different field to be. Here i ended up with this profession. Some days back i was given to understand about this great company called Millionaire Multi trade, its an amazing network marketing company, got only few products to purchase but the result out of those purchase are just amazing....!!

You get radiation proof product, which in a way protects our life. Though this seems complicated but yet got a very simple meaning to our life. A change and a new dimension to our Professional Life.........!!


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