Its My 27th Birthday Today

27 years spent on this planet being 'ME'. It is a strange feeling that I feel I am born just yesterday.

Yesterday was the day when many things came in open, it felt as if one part of the movie is finished, the night was an intermission period; and now post interval's movie is on.

It took such a long time for THIS to come up; in this flow of life I felt that may be those pre-conceived notion is wiped off; but no, I was wrong.

It still continues to be the same, but finally it all came up.

Today, its a new start of my 28th year; but in real, it is a new start of my life.

Few things that I have understood after yesterday :-

1) I am what I am.

2) I was, I am and shall always be truthful.

3) Nothing is this world is greater than honesty/ Truth after God.

4) Ever coin has 2 sides, both are right, and both has a truth.

5) One man's poison is other man's food.

6) No one will stand will you, but your mother; as she has given you birth and she knows the pain what you go through

You might fail yourself, your spouse might fail to understand the pain behind your silence, but your mother does understands.

7) Sometimes I expect a lot from this universe and I do not understand that everything has a limit.

　

I ask this day; that may God give me what I deserve and not what I desire, because our desires might fool us, and may be fake, but what I deserve is what God wants for me.

　

Few resolutions for the year that I have made and expects to fulfil before I complete this 28th year:-

1) Have a huge bank balance (this is carried forward from last year as it is still to be fulfilled).

2) Complete my master's.

3) Get some extra degree in life.

4) Learn some more yoga to control myself, my anger, my anxiety and my pain.

5) Get a promotion and a salary hike.

6) Buy a new big house.

7) Buy a new car for myself.

　

You must be wondering this year's resolution is all about career and nothing about personal; yes you are right in observing.

I dont aspire to achieve anything in personal life atleast now, because I dont know what should happen in personal life.

For now I dont see any roads opening, its all dead ends.

As I said yesterday I just dashed to a dead end of the road and there came the interval of the story of my life; for sometime I felt its the end but may be it is just a bend,

but fortunately it is still continuing.........lets see how long it continue's....

That is how a new start of my new life.......

What a Birthday gift..

Long awaited misery
Long awaited tragedy
Like an angle
Which has a history...
It ended and bended
And took all the sides and degree's
And finally lasted in an angle which has no history
The line in it is lost
The moisture and the thirst
Like a hope that is lost
With his horifying tragedy
Wanted him to stand with me
Never did I receive
It ended with a birthday gift
That never did I expect
Never, did I expect
Such a miserable ending
I got,
What a Birthday gift..
Never ever will I forget
Never ever will I commit this mistake
Never ever will I ever trust
For ending with such a birthday gift..

3 days to go.......

Well well well, just 3 days remaining for my 27th year to finish and I would be heading to my new year and I consider it to be a new life.....

A new day is arriving
With a new life
Have a lot in store
For me to cherish and try

A new day with a new beginning
A beginning with fun and game
With lots to share
With lots to gain

Ending 27th year with tears rolling down
No real achievement with no stories so sound
But expecting my years to come
With energy and love

I welcome my 28th year with a WARM DELIGHT..!!!!

Monochromatic approach to life---Realised on my birthday

It is surprising for me that I have turned 26yrs old today. I used to loved to be called as 25yrs old, yes I am not kidding but I used too. Now, I can no more called as 25yrs old and no young any more. I am heading to an age; where everyone around is settling in their life's and what about me?? Well, no signals of settling neither any signal of further career growth.


I am surprised to see myself as monochromatic and yet steady in whatever I am doing. I am surprised to see all these lovely changes in my life. I am no more the way I used to be, but my heart is contented.

I see my dressing sense has changed, when I was 15 I used to love dressing up in those western outfit and used to love wearing it, and now; shall not tell you but shall surely put up my pic to give you gest about my dressing now.

No more the way I was and used to be............but still happy and content..!! Isn't this like a magic of someone's love for me ????