Wednesday 17 February 2016

Offing

And yet another day,
I stood to watch the dawn,
the stars up on the sky,
and bed beneath the sea.

And yet another day,
I felt in midst of the earth,
The silent dark night,
The wonder works of life.

And yet another day,
My heart filled with pride,
The beauty of the soul,
Not words could justify.

And yet another day,
I hear the sound of waves,
The lining in the sky,
The Offing for the sight…!!!




Tuesday 16 February 2016

Far away but near

Far far you walk from me
Far far you stay from me

Why why my darling
Why why my darling

Far far our ways were once
But now it is one

Why you don’t understand
Why you don’t understand

Stars

Twinkle little stars
Shines up in the sky

Why my darling
You always feel shy?

Why not the earth
Makes you realize

I am waiting for you
Like a seed in the soil.

Heart’s desire

When I see your sweet smile
My heart swings
My life starts and ends

When I feel your touch
My heart sings
The melody that I am thine

When I feel your lips
My blossoms rise
It sprinkles and remembers your
Lovely sight

When I see your eyes
My soul shines
I am yours and only you’re thine.

Saturday 13 February 2016

Awesome day

Today had an awesome day, felt after ages opened up. My mind and my heart. Failed in going for confession. Had planned to go for confession today. Simple reason to decide this is because our lent season had already started and just wanted to lighten my burden. Well I woke up around 7am (because it is saturday and I wake up generally late) but then felt as if something held me back home and didnt permit me to go about making confession.

It was out of the usual that I fell asleep again and directly woke up by around 8:45am.The best part of my life was, as soon as I opened my eyes, my hubby and my son was both in front of me. Its the first time ever that I saw both their faces as soon as I rose up from my deep sleep.

Well, something in me is just breaking apart now-a-days. And the worst thing is I dont know what it is. Well, may be it is because I am moving from one phase of my life to another this year. For those who do not know; I am just married about 1.5 years back but at the same time also blessed with a baby boy in the same year. I am a mother now. Never believed and even felt that I would become one. Till 2014 I was thinking I wouldn't even get married but suddenly the table turned and my good fortune tied me up with my husband. When I talk about my husband, he is a gem. I have never seen such a man ever in my life before, he is a sweetheart. I sometimes feel I do not do justice to him. I need to work more hard towards my relationship with him.

Many a times I fail to understand him. I fail to understand his feelings, his thoughts and moreover fail to understand him. I feel somethings suffocated, I feel trapped. These are all my thoughts, because if you see in reality, I have no reasons to feel all these negative things, may be this is the reason the devil in me didnt allow me to go for confession in the morning.

I feel blessed having him as my husband,and I feel on the top of the world because of my son. My intuation says my son will turn out to be an holy perosn.

We went out for shopping,and then came home, sandwiches were made in the house for dinner, ate them and now about to sleep.

Overall had an awesome day.

Friday 12 February 2016

A little this and a little that

Just got on to write something. Honestly do not know exactly whats going on in my mind. Just that mind isn't settled with any single thought.

Mind says yes its right
Heart say a simple no no
Mind says yes go on
Heart says no no it is wrong..!!

Where do I go
What do I do
Everything is a mistery
Somethings are pure and true

Heart says so what if its not,
Mind says yes yes I want all.
Being demanding and explict,
Is it a crime
Wandering every bit of it

Small little wonders
Small little thing
All I can do is,
GET UP AND SING
DANCE AND GO ROUND, ROUND AROUND THE WORLD.

Feeling chained up
Feeling left loose
Feeling overwhelmed
With small tiny dews

Mind says yes this is it
Hearts says its long way to go.

I know I am very jumbled and stumbling in what I am pening it down.
Apologies !!

Tuesday 2 February 2016

Sandwich

Today, I felt thrilled. I went to make a sandwich and it turned out awesome. Well I prepared sandwich with a pinch of pepper, topping it up with muster sauce. Filling it up with mayonnaise, cucumber, tomato and Cabbage to wrap the shallow fried chicken ham in such a way that when a bite is taken it should be luscious.
Well will share some quick recipes of vegetable and fruit salads tomorrow.

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