Last 30 days for 27yrs

Time passes so soon and I guess will never return. My growing age, subsiding youthfulness and charm.

This Invaded angry in me; Restlessness and illusion of being successful is keeping my angry invade at a pace that is very harmful.

I should not allow this to win over my conscious and control myself.

It is been 11 months since I had made my resolution for this year, and when I look back and contemplate on it; I can see that I have achieved some of the resolution for my year that is gone after a lot of hard work or may be destiny.

Let me just give a glance on the resolutions:

1) Have enough bank balance. –

Not fulfilled.

2) Study hard and clear with flying colors. –

Somewhat managed too with some good percentage.

3) Learn some more good recipes where I can cook for him. –

Achieved a little, but a long way to go.

4) And last but not the least grow in career and reach and cross the position that I held in my pervious orgn. –

This resolution I had made on my birthday and I believe I have achieved most of them; I should be excited for it; but still I am not, why??? May be because I had made a lot of sacrifices personally to get all these. Is it justified to get something on the cost of something else?

I really don’t know, want someone to tell me, advice me, want to know the ramification such actions.

Anyway the time has come to make new resolutions, shall be thinking over it and put it up for the new and fresh year to come…………..

Yes achieved, in terms of monetary as well as position.

SHADOW

It was dark at night; only few dogs ahead and some gittering sounds of the Nightingale.
I suddenly realised someone beside me, tall, dark and huge right beside me.
I was scared. To avoid dashing to this tall and dark hooded figure I attempted to get aside; but all my struggle were in vain.
I couldnt escape from this hooded figure. As I was walking ahead this figure was walking beside me.
When I turned around it also turned around with me and went right behind me, this time it turned very small but dark hooded figure.
As I walking and crossing that big road ahead, the shinning sun my long lost friend started appearing and as the sun was appearing this hooded figure started lightning and finially vanished.
Then I realised it was nothing but my own figure.....my own image.........MY SHADOW.

I will be there for you - part 2

Like how the story bend and then mend
Our life is all about this beautiful trend...

I will be there in your dreams
fulfiling your wishes
I will be there with my arms
for you to be held

I will be there in your life
like a brickwall strong tall
I will be there in your aspirations
Be there to make you strong

I will be there for you to feel proud
I will be there from dawn till the day falls out

I will be everywhere
for you to find
Though it be a heaven or be the earthly divine

I will be there for you to sing loud

Call me from your heart
For you to find
I will be there for you, if you don't mind...

A little odd and even

Yesterday while returning from office, I didn't take the usual train as I board which starts from Andheri station but took another train which runs right from Churchgate station.
I  rushed to the crowded train as I didn't wanted to miss this, it was unusually crowded, I was hanging right outside the train. Only half of my feet could take support of the foot board while I was holding the middle rod, tight with both my hands.
A lady was just ahead of me who was equally hanging as me. Even her entire body weight was on my hands, which was making it difficult for me to hold, the fear of leaving this earthly body, I  was holding the rod and took the grep too strongly as I could.
The train was rushing in its ultimate speed and I was swinging along with the train.

The hanging bag which I was carrying on my right shoulder was hanging as if a coconut on the tree which was waiting for the storm to come to fall down; the rushing train on the opposite track was making it all the more easier to achieve its motive.

I could not believe that it was taking such a long time for Borivali station to come. Both my arms were paining horribly but leaving me with no excuse but to carry body weight of both of us.

Alas the Borivali station came after a long struggle of 14 minutes, this was the time I realised why my life is so important. This is the only life that we get and we should live it to the fullest not allowing the negative thought of giving away with life.

I really don't know whether to become happy with the experience which was closer to death or to be sad that I had to face such a turmoil. But whatever the odds and even it may be I learned a new thing in life.

Destiny – The final journey

Ideally life seems so perfect, everything is falling in place as I had desired. But, somehow I feel something is incomplete; something I am leaving behind. Is it that every individual feels the same when they move ahead in life to meet their expected destiny or is it that my destiny is something else that I cannot even figure out at this juncture?

By the Grace of God all the possible problems are solving, getting all that I had ever desired till date, but then why this one mystery is still unsolved? I want to know and find out who this demon is.

May be that is my destiny; or maybe I still have a long way to reach my destiny. What so ever it may be I will walk along till the end…………………….