Awesome day

Today had an awesome day, felt after ages opened up. My mind and my heart. Failed in going for confession. Had planned to go for confession today. Simple reason to decide this is because our lent season had already started and just wanted to lighten my burden. Well I woke up around 7am (because it is saturday and I wake up generally late) but then felt as if something held me back home and didnt permit me to go about making confession.

It was out of the usual that I fell asleep again and directly woke up by around 8:45am.The best part of my life was, as soon as I opened my eyes, my hubby and my son was both in front of me. Its the first time ever that I saw both their faces as soon as I rose up from my deep sleep.

Well, something in me is just breaking apart now-a-days. And the worst thing is I dont know what it is. Well, may be it is because I am moving from one phase of my life to another this year. For those who do not know; I am just married about 1.5 years back but at the same time also blessed with a baby boy in the same year. I am a mother now. Never believed and even felt that I would become one. Till 2014 I was thinking I wouldn't even get married but suddenly the table turned and my good fortune tied me up with my husband. When I talk about my husband, he is a gem. I have never seen such a man ever in my life before, he is a sweetheart. I sometimes feel I do not do justice to him. I need to work more hard towards my relationship with him.

Many a times I fail to understand him. I fail to understand his feelings, his thoughts and moreover fail to understand him. I feel somethings suffocated, I feel trapped. These are all my thoughts, because if you see in reality, I have no reasons to feel all these negative things, may be this is the reason the devil in me didnt allow me to go for confession in the morning.

I feel blessed having him as my husband,and I feel on the top of the world because of my son. My intuation says my son will turn out to be an holy perosn.

We went out for shopping,and then came home, sandwiches were made in the house for dinner, ate them and now about to sleep.

Overall had an awesome day.